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Vigilante Horror…

 

Vigilante Horror

Some will praise a vigilante
Some will see him as a hero
Some will oil and load their guns
Some will fail to mourn the death of protesters
Many will view this is just another part of the landscape
But ever more will see this as a horror
More will fear a white supremacy movement
More will question why police ignore an armed 17 year-old
More will mourn the death of protesters

More will see this as a sad corruption of a 17 year-old
More will see this as Trump’s dystopian America
More will pray for peace
Let’s hope for an answer

 

It is necessary to fearlessly face reality, while maintaining hope!

The Train Called the City of New Orlean

I couldn’t get a song out of my head for several days… I find it nostalgic and haunting, written by Steven Goodman and made famous by Arlo Guthrie, called “The City of New Orleans”… for me it was as if the train was calling on America to think again about who we are and what it all means as we pass our five hundred miles of life.  How we see each other and how we see the world we are leaving for others.   The first verse I left the same, except Mr. Goodman described passing towns with no name, instead of trains as Mr. Guthrie recorded the song.  The second verse is largely my fabricated notion of what a world we are in the afternoon of our lives.  How we see others, how judgmental we can become, and how we should see rather the simple joy of kids that ask the engineer to blow his horn.   The last verse, I changed from “Dealin’ cards with the old men in the club car… Penny a point ain’t no one keepin’ score” to reflect our current form of distraction, our smart phones, and I try to bring into the thought the memory again of being young and the joy of rocking babes to sleep.   As we fade into our evenings of life what are we leaving for our grandsons and granddaughters… our dreams.

Good Morning America, How are you?

Riding on the City of New Orleans
Illinois Central Monday morning rail
Fifteen cars and fifteen restless riders
Three conductors and twenty-five sacks of mail
All along the southbound odyssey
The train pulls out at Kankakee
Rolls along past houses, farms and fields
Passin’ towns that have no names
Freight yards full of old black men
And the graveyards of the rusted automobiles

Good afternoon America, how are you?
Don’t you know me, I’m your native son
I’m the train they call the City of New Orleans
I’ll be gone five hundred miles when the day is done

And where were you
When the City of New Orleans came rumbling by
When all the towns and people seem
To fade into a bad dream
And the steel rails still hadn’t heard the news
A train can have the disappearing railroad blues
Don’t you recognize your native son
Why do you think you have to judge anyone
When they just would like you to listen to what they said
After-all they pledged a sacred allegiance just as you did
And those that came after with desire to be as one
With us in heart, sharing the dream of a native son
Regardless where they came from or where they were born
And the engineer waves and gives a blast of the horn
From his perch sitting way up high on the train
For children in their yards pulling an imaginary chain

Good evening America, how are you?
Don’t you know me, I’m your native son
I’m the train they call the City of New Orleans
I’ll be gone five hundred miles when the day is done

Sitting each with our phones, no one talking anymore
Playing mind numbing games, no one keeping score
Pass the filtered purchased water as world rumbles by
And grandsons of Pullman porters
And the granddaughters of engineers
Ride their father’s magic carpet of diesel and rail
Mother’s with their babes asleep
Rocking to the gentle beat
Dreaming of a peaceful moonlit night and quiet sail 

Good night America, how are you?
Don’t you know me, I’m your native son
I’m the train they call the City of New Orleans
I’ll be gone five hundred miles when the day is done

Reflecting on Fate vs. Choice…

Life Stream

Bobbing in a stream of life
Turbulent in place, calm in others
Believing our choices are ours 
Believing our paths are ours
That those that flow and weave 
Through us and with us are theirs
And our choices
When the Earth was carved in serpentine 
By the millions that came before
And the choices they made or did not
And the rocks we hurdle were smoothed
And made shiny by the blood of millions more
That tore their skin on the jagged challenges
As we are so often asked to contribute
So that we bounce together, and 
Sway from east to west when we must
Thinking it was our own choice to 
See the sunset 
To have a stream of conscious 
To find a quiet ride in the middle
And no longer work at carving the land
Or even to turn and swim upstream
Running into those that follow 
Disrupting and distrusting
Instead of bobbling along
Enjoying the choices made 
By and for us and for each other

Can you feel the darkness…

 

In Plain Sight

Can you feel the darkness in the light
Hiding there, perfectly in plain sight
Blowing against the winds of change
Turbulence past trying to rearrange
To resist the evidentially historical wrong
Do you feel, do you hear its siren song
For it does not go quiet in to the night
It continues, as does darkness in plain sight
For it is part of who we are and always been
For it is dark art that can never be shown again
But it is there as a sure as the sun rises each day
As long as we allow darkness to have its say
In minds distracted, and hearts hollow
With the purpose of those we follow
Giving us our failed-thoughts to believe
So our collective-darkness will never leave

 

 

While Waiting…

 

Waiting

The stench of asphalt on a hot sunny day
The incessant whine of weedwhackers
The distant hum of chillers creating
An artificial universe somewhere, not here
The flies that wander by, certainly
Attracted by the nauseating odor of asphalt
And maybe the sweat on neck of those waiting
For the world to say where to go next
For the world to have an answer to what’s next
For I do not…

When Darkness Comes

Public Health Officials are being threatened with physical harm and being harassed because people believe a pandemic is a hoax, and public health directives impinge on their freedoms, while they rather believe conspiracies promulgated by those who have made public health a political battleground… God help us as a species…

When Darkness Comes

When darkness comes it will not be night
It will be in a world filled with light
It will be a time when many will know truth
When we will need to hear from our youth
And yet enough will never listen and hear
The science, the data, the truth so clear
They will seek the fatalism of conspiracy stories
With their evil intent, and twittering flurries 
As every con artist knows, it’s the elaborate show
Witch doctors, shamans and village priests know
Just weave a story for the ignorant, to keep them sheltered
From evil they contrive, never mind science and truth altered
No, the darkness does not come in the night of fear
It comes when people hear what they want to hear
It comes when anxiety wins out over thought and reason
It comes when data and science is declared to be treason 
Then in a world full of available and abundant light
Darkness will reign along with the anxieties of night

Entropy…

 

Entropy

The irreversible slide into chaos
Order to disorder, all things decay
Unless new energy is added
Improvements are made
We are not immune to poor maintenance
We are not immune to poor stewardship
Someone asked yesterday…
     why is the world falling apart?
While denying the entropy of their own heart
Ignoring the evidence of decline
Denying the existence of malevolence
Because they hear him speak
In a language that resonates with their own heart
The vibrations set in place
Like crystals that fracture along fault lines
Established in childhood, and never questioned
Because it is what has made them feel safe
It is what has made them feel special
But no one escapes entropy

 

Tree Song…

Tree Song

The trees sing with the wind and seasons
With their song and for their own reasons
The sunlight filters as a reflection of notes
Treble in the manner that the leaves denotes
The shadows are the base, the cool base
Where creatures find their  hiding place
And scurry with purpose if they show
To where, only they would know
And butterflies flash their colors in brief visits
As they flit in the sun as hopeless romantics
And the deer in the shadows watch warily
As we stroll our path, blithely and merrily 

*** did you see the deer?

Dreams of a Certain Age…

 

Dreams of a Certain Age

Dreams of all-ages inform, and develop our fears
Develop our present,  fill out our futures
Adjust our memories of great and past glories
Or may feed the monster, our anxieties

We should be able to use them as we need
throughout life as a measure of ourselves
As a measure of how we fit into the world
Of the past, present and the future

Dreams of youth are for envisioning
A future-future, a world possible 
Seeing oneself in that future
Accomplishments, purposed glories, and joys

Dreams of a middle-age are for envisioning
A present-future for us and our children
Accomplishments for the family, however defined
And for higher and greater purpose and joys

Dreams of later-age are for envisioning
A present state of mind, a preservation of memories
To allow for shared-dreams of a state-of-mind
Beyond body present, but for purpose of peace and joy

To Be Known…

To Be Known

With all the fractures and failings
With no side-guards and railings
With all the anxiety and worries
And yet all the stories and glories
As a package of many experiences
Of who I am, beyond appearances
Except in these inadequate words I write
Or the dreams playing in the dark of night
And the time of thought all alone
I explore that Id I’ve ever known
Beyond the image of what I am
To the heart and soul of what I am
Requiring love-sharing to be shown
And it’s quiet return for me to be known