Category Archives: Poems

It’s Raining…

It’s raining this morning.
I like the sound of rain on the roof when there is nothing else to hear but the hum of the refrigerator, and the house is quiet.  Many would never notice the hum of a refrigerator, but it’s always there, it’s like cicadas that make sure nights are never silent.  Also there are the sounds of the refrigerator breathing, as temperature fluctuations, so slight, cause little creaks and moans, barely perceptible, because they are always there. Like the rustle of tiny lizards moving in the leaves, quick, then quiet, avoiding what they do not know, going where they do not know, just living.  Surviving as a species… as we are of course in the quiet of our homes, safe.  And the raindrops tickle lightly the roof overhead, never finding my head, my arms my body… safely listening from a distance.

Rush Hour… Survival…

Survival

Birds share their song undisturbed
As if rush hour never existed
As if the sun rose for them
As if the wires were always theirs for resting
And it’s a song of life, of a future
As if there was no past
As if there was no need for more
Than the survival of the species

 

Hope…

This is a crazy time, and to feel the stress and worry is normal, I certainly have experienced stress. But there is always hope.  There’s always hope in each other.

My mind is bouncing around today.  In part because I was thinking of all the changes we’ll experience in the world going forward, it is mind boggling.   I just read a part of an article about how things will change culturally, post pandemic, how much travel might change, for example.  It caused me to remember how much travel has changed in the last 40 years.  The early days of travel for me was very different than what we have experienced recently.  Then it was as if I was leaving planet home.  Calls were hotel room calls, that were expensive, there were no cell phones.  I remember that more than a couple of bucks of calls and you’d get called out by your boss for travel expenses.  I remember a boss telling me that he cannot understand how we could possibly spend more than $25 a day in meals… this was when we were traveling in the LA area.  All reservations, and ticketing and even maps were paper.  Do you know how to read a map, let alone fold a map?  I always had a file with me of stuff I might need.  Traveler Checks were even a thing.  Travel agents, their phone number and always some change for pay phones were vital if something went wrong. Now everything has been made easy, fluid, and connected.  We like to explore, and we can.  But will we after this? How long will it take for us to forget, to let our guard down?  We went from traveling half-way around the world on a whim, to not being able to visit friends for dinner at the restaurant on the corner.  What a crazy time.

But back to hope… It is what we must always keep, and hold precious.   Yes, everything changes, and certainly our world has changed more quickly than ever before.  But it is our option to look forward with hope.  Emily Dickinson was an amazing poet of the 19th century.  I read this poem, “Hope is the thing with feathers” and thought it is great, and we could all use a little more hope.  That little bird hope, that chirps in our souls and keeps us going at all times, keeping us positive.  It asks so little of us, and gives so much!

“Hope” is the thing with feathers – (314)

By Emily Dickinson

 “Hope” is the thing with feathers –
That perches in the soul –
And sings the tune without the words –
And never stops – at all –

And sweetest – in the Gale – is heard –
And sore must be the storm –
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm – 

I’ve heard it in the chilliest land –
And on the strangest Sea –
Yet – never – in Extremity,
It asked a crumb – of me.

 

Virtually Exploring Art Museums…

This morning, I’ve been thinking about, actually I’ve been exploring art and art museums virtually.  Clearly there is no possibility of travel, even to the local St. Petersburg museum of fine art, or others that are local such as the Ringling Art museum, and Dali Art museum.  However, there is amazing fine art to be viewed and museums with tours.  Some of the site’s I’ve visited this morning include https://artsandculture.google.com/project/art-camera

A google project that includes high resolution photos of paintings with an explanation of the approach that the artist was taking, and the spirit of the painting.  There is the cave art, the earliest art by man, explored and viewed at Chauvet, https://artsandculture.google.com/story/sgUB9Mfa0DpmPA

There are virtual tours also using the google street map technology, I found however that some of that was tedious and difficult to navigate, but I admire the intent and ambition to allow us to wander and browse from our couches.

David Morgan of CBS news posted a guide to museum virtual tours that I’ve done some exploring with. https://news.yahoo.com/virtual-museum-going-guide-socially-102021811.html

As I clicked thru on to the MET from this article, I found myself looking at the sculpture tour, called body language.  On the ‘Vine’ I found the video of an interpretive dance reflective of the statue, as well as description of the art.  Very interesting. https://www.metmuseum.org/art/online-features/viewpoints/the-vine

A painting featured here is a photo I took at the St. Petersburg Museum of Fine Art.

Painted in the 1830’s it is a pre-impressionist (like I really know what that means) piece that is brilliant, colorful, and even though it is not realistic, it seems to be alive.  This little girl of maybe five, alive forever, anxious to go play, but obedient to the artist, thinking not of any great future, but of only the moment, and the inspiration, or instinct for the next moment.  Bright and buoyant, captured forever, just at this moment.

Bright and Buoyant

My silent protest, I’m alive
Sitting for a moment I’m told
But I want to play, I’m five
Holding flowers, I’m bold
Of color, from the fire glow
Forever, I’ll be bright, and five
Forever here, I couldn’t know
Bright and buoyant and alive
Beyond this I’ll never show
A life beyond the age of five

Last Flag… Not Dark Yet…

I watched a movie last night (Last Flag) that was a poem, it had a surface and had a bottom many leagues deep.  And that bottom wouldn’t stay down, it had had to come up, and there were emotions and pain at all depths.  People die in war, as do and will first responders trying to help… and the survivors are not really survivors, until they can heal.  The pain of recovery and reconciliation yields to redemption and growth, if one fights through to get there.   I cried at the end of the movie, as the depth of the poetry came forth, and they framed it with a Bob Dylan song with lyrics so clearly about the end of everything, in a voice so beautifully strained and pained.

I don’t mean for this to be dark, and there is hope as he sings it is Not Dark Yet, and for this we must be sure that there is time for us to discover the murmur of a prayer.

Not Dark Yet
by Bob Dylan

Shadows are fallin’ and I’ve been here all day
It’s too hot to sleep and time is runnin’ away
Feel like my soul has turned into steel
I’ve still got the scars that the sun didn’t heal
There’s not even room enough to be anywhere
It’s not dark yet but it’s gettin’ there.

Well, my sense of humanity has gone down the drain
Behind every beautiful thing there’s been some kind of pain
She wrote me a letter and she wrote it so kind
She put down in writin’ what was in her mind
I just don’t see why I should even care
It’s not dark yet but it’s gettin’ there.

Well, I’ve been to London and I been to gay Paris
I’ve followed the river and I got to the sea
I’ve been down on the bottom of the world full of lies
I ain’t lookin’ for nothin’ in anyone’s eyes
Sometimes my burden is more than I can bear
It’s not dark yet but it’s gettin’ there.

I was born here and I’ll die here against my will
I know it looks like I’m movin’ but I’m standin’ still
Every nerve in my body is so naked and numb
I can’t even remember what it was I came here to get away from
Don’t even hear the murmur of a prayer
It’s not dark yet but it’s gettin’ there.

 

 

Teaching at Home…

Teaching

Yesterday, I was a total failure at teaching
Until he decided he wanted to learn
That it was better than whining, this was no fun
He wanted to fist pump when he made an e correctly
He wanted to fist pump when he made a good 3
He wanted to fist pump when he circled 7 yellow cakes
He wanted to celebrate discovering that he can do the work
And see the word red among so many others
And I went from yawning, bored, to having fun,
He made me have fun, but tired
Is this what teaching is about?
How do you do this with a class of 30?
It must be exhausting!
Maybe it’s not a virus,
Rather collective exhaustion that sent kids home
To be taught by parents and grandparents
And it will be collective exhaustion that will send them back

Keys to Success…

 

Keys to success in business

  1. Be prepared
  2. See risk and opportunities
  3. Be prepared
  4. Persist through challenges
  5. Be prepared
  6. Take care of your team first
  7. Be prepared

How to Succeed

In things of intent, be prepared for all
As fate’s prospects for fortune rise or fall
Are not for you to now or ever know
But rather be prepared for all that show
For your opportunities will come
As will risk, as sure as the rising sun
And the one prepared will win the day
And in the final analysis will get to say
What goes here and what goes there
As well as what is mine and yours to share
And if you think of all the others first
Before yourself and your ambitious thirst
Then you’ll be the leader whose most prepared
When it’s time to act and for wisdom shared
And if your talent, preparation and fates allow
You’ll have success, as well as the team who follow
And joined in the joy of a journey of many wins
That build wealth of success as well as friends

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dark Thoughts…

 

Dark Thoughts

Such dark thoughts that live
In his head, each betrayal and slight
For which he’ll never forgive
As he energizes for the next fight

Like a boxer, cheered on by those
Who bet on him to win
And jeered by others that chose
To hold him and pin him in

For fear of the tremendous wrath
Of this wrecking ball mind
Bent on clearing a devastating path
Through whatever he can find

That he defines as the other side
For which there can be no truce
Nor compromise he can abide
So, words and threats he lets loose

And the war is fought
With referees and judges unfair
And what we thought
Was there under his wild hair

Was not hope and care,
And positive works for all
But only the deep and dark despair
Of dark thoughts and their hopeless call