Category Archives: Musings

Star Gazing

Star Gazing

I remember the thought of knowing the sky
Being a Scout, trying for an Astronomy badge
Discovering what noble Indians know of the night
The constellations, I wanted to be able to show
To all that would listen, I would tell of Leo
I would announce Aquarius and Orion
I would point to the North with confidence 
If I ever needed to help navigate in the dead of night
So I studied in the library, those glossy books
Pictures that were perfect and thought I knew
What I’d see if I could only see, but the clouds 
Never parted and the city lights obscured
So that I was thwarted because only
In those glossy books could I know the stars
And now those lessons are lost on me
And when I gaze and when I can see,
The stars, they don’t quite speak to me
As those stick figures connecting the dots
In the days of my youth, when I longed to know
What the noble Indians would surely know
They are now just twinkling dots of light
And I’m pleased to enjoy their beauty
As I understand how light has traveled time
To present something wonderful for eye to see
Even if I may never quite hear them speak to me

Examining our Soles…

I sort of woke with an idea for a poem/blog at 4 this morning….  I was reexamining the math and slope of rumor,  theory, supposition, opinion, fact, and truth, and then the higher unassailable, essential truths.   Things that are called facts if not supported by statistics, as well as testable suppositions and assumptions are not facts, but merely opinions…. some of those are not much more than rumors.  I heard from people, meaning I have no statistics, and it’s unverifiable.  I’ve heard that two out of three people believe this… did you ask three people, not much veracity, but if you sampled 50,000 people and 67% believe this, then two out of three is something to pay attention to… but this is not a truth, it is a fact about opinions, shaped by how the questions are asked and the assumptions represented.  Truth is something that can be proven (even if it’s difficult) to be true all the time, i.e. if A=B, and B=C, then A=C is a theory that can be analyzed and with some difficulty proven to be a truth that is immutable.  But essential truths are more valuable, for they are caused by the examination of our “essence” as in we are human, and thereby not infallible.  This cannot be proven except by a history of existence and examination of our souls, or for that matter our soles… you didn’t think this was going to be totally serious did you?

Dreaming…

 

Stream of Dreams

Dreams have a life of their own
They need nothing from us
But to watch, and occasionally play our roles
They roll on like a stream as they please
There are tributaries and rivulets
That take side trips,  so bizarre and unexpected
We can leave those more easily
But they have a way of coming back
Or rather letting us back in
As they are always flowing
In the direction they choose
Sometimes there are rapids
And anxiety is our canoe without a paddle
We careen from boulders to overhanging trees
Thinking we can make a difference
By leaning and thrashing, 
But never we do…
So too the lazy river
The one we don’t want to end
Where we float in enjoyment
And it is always this one 
That the alarm clock brings to an End!

 

I Can’t stand it anymore…

I’ve listened to too many lies, and distorted facts, some may not like this, but I write what I feel and what comes to me….

Trump Lies

If the truth would suffice
He doesn’t even think twice
He’d firmly embrace a lie
Even if he knows it can’t fly
Because the lie sounds better
He’ll allow imagination unfetter
By the peskiness of inconvenient facts
Or the annoyance of uncomfortable acts
For once he embraced the joy of the lie
There’s no legends his mind cannot deny 
Of greatness for self once again
And absolution of any possible sin
For in his scattered, tattered mind
America’s great again, and everything’s fine

 

Weather Always Lies…

Weather Always Lies

It shows one thing then another
Makes you wonder why you bother
To look and see whatever it will be
Now and nearly soon in this vicinity
Measures and monitoring of the skies
Matters not as weather always lies
We’ll never know which way the wind blows
So, put your hat on, for only God knows
Whether today, clouds will bring rain
Or blue skies will win out in the main
On this day, or maybe a helmet on your head
To protect from wicked hail stones instead
We can never know, for weather will always lie
Except to the birds that know when it’s time to fly

 

 

 

May Flowers

May Flowers

If we are afield and dancing in the wind
With spirit of life and love alive within
We may aspire to be an object of desire
A part of perpetuating life’s spiritual fire
Seeding the color of future days refrain
Feeding the story of life’s magical chain
Or rather the pride of a glorious display
An exalted position of prominent array
We exclaim, look at us, we’re proud to show you
Beauty and spirt of our glorious design and hue
And despite detachment from the wind outside
And the little we die each day with glory and pride
To bring the joy and beauty of Mother Earth today
In form of endearment in glass on this Mother’s Day

Herd Immunity, I’ve heard…

I’ve heard people say that achieving herd immunity to COVID-19 is the key… with that we can get back to normal.  Protesters are saying without some risk, we cannot be free.  I really wonder if they have any idea what they are talking about.  I’ve done some analysis, to help illustrate the impact of achieving herd immunity.  Personally, I believe the cost is too high and that we should extend and continue to apply social distancing (hate that phrase by the way… should be physical distancing, or simply stay away from me!) until there is a vaccine, or therapeutic treatment that would reduce the severity and death rate to something more like 0.1%, comparable to the flu.

Anyway… here is the math for herd immunity impact.

Starting point:
US Population = 330,000,000
Cases reported = 1,176,239 as of 5 May 2020
Deaths reported = 68,105 as of 5 May 2020 – 5.79% death rate
Assume death rate is over-stated due to inadequate testing by 3 times = 1.93% Death rate

Achieving 70% herd immunity point
Cases = 231,000,000
Deaths = 4,458,350 … this is 1.4% of the US Population

At this level, everyone will know someone that dies from this disease as most people know well over 100 people, so at 1.4 deaths per 100 people, you will know someone or two, or many more that will pass from this COVID-19 to achieve herd immunity

Now let’s also look at the cost of such devastation.  If we assume just $2,500 per case for the cost of drugs, care, away from work (I think this is conservative) and we assume $150,000 is the cost of each death, for drugs, care, and impact to families (three weeks in a hospital must be much more than this)… then the cost of achieving herd immunity is more than $1.2T in direct costs, this is in addition to the rescue/stimulus funding that has been allocated and will be allocated in subsequent phases.  Total cost to economy is likely to be $5 to 6T.

When someone talks about achieving herd immunity, you now have at least an idea of what they are implying in number of deaths, and potential costs.

It would be far less expensive and less deadly to give every man, woman, and child $10,000 for supplies and incentive to have them stay in absolute quarantine for 4 weeks to eradicate this virus (at least in the USA).

Mark Twainisms Continued…

A continuation in my attempt to channel Mark Twain into today’s world…

If self-promotion was an Olympic sport, Mr. Trump would sweep Gold, Silver and Bronze.

I hear capitalism makes for the best healthcare system, I suppose it is true if you have money or are famous, or a good job. Maybe the rest of us will just try to avoid the Trump virus.

Seems like a whole lot of people are discovering during the lock down what it’s like to be retired without an income and too little savings, might just be a much-needed wake-up call about retirement savings when we get back to work.

When we are done with lock-down, don’t say you don’t know, when I ask you where should we go to dinner.

I cannot understand why anyone would think of a pandemic as a partisan opportunity, the virus doesn’t know about politics, but it has an uncanny knack for highlighting politic divides.

We wanted a strong federal response to the pandemic, until we get one.

How is it that the wealthiest country in the world has the longest food lines ever?  Guess wealth means something different these days.

Nothing like homeschooling to bring about an appreciation for teachers that occupy our children for 6 or 7 blessed hours each day.

Now that sports are sidelined, maybe poetry and art will take their rightful place in the attention of mankind.   ESPN, was the Entertainment and Sports Programming Network, maybe becomes the Poetry and Arts Programming Network (PAPN).

The GOP leader I admired most in my time, said in his second inaugural address for Americans to “bind up the nation’s wounds” “with malice toward none, with charity for all, with firmness in the right as God gives us to see the right.”  While our current leader seems inclined toward malice toward everyone, charity to only those that praise him before God as right and mighty.  Then he still says he gets worse press than a president that had half-a-country pissed at him in Civil War.

In my day, we thought if women got the vote, they’d force all us men to be nicer and look after the world better.  We were wrong, they have the vote, and we are no nicer than before.

If women agreed, then we’d have change.

I think you can be nice to half the people half the time and get half way there with half of them.

Mark Twain (imagined)

 

 

If Mark Twain was here

I was watching a biography by Ken Burns on Samuel L Clemmons, better known as Mark Twain.  He was a fascinating humorist, wit, and world traveler, as well as the defining American author.  Mark Twain made wonderful observations of the human condition.  I wonder what he would be saying about our world today… here are some thoughts.  He would be 185 this year.

If the man wants to put his name on everything, including stimulus checks, then let this be known as the Trump virus.

With all this wonderful new technology, planes and such, we can travel so much faster today, but we cannot seem to travel faster than a virus.

I found that through paper I could get any fool idea to millions of people in a few months, now I can get any fool thought to billions of people in less time than I finished this thought.

In my day I, saw the ravages of slavery and racism, but also the willingness of Finn to go to hell to save Jim… Today he might be providing food and medicine to the deserts of poverty, and still willing to go to the hell prescribed by those still waving a flag for a war they lost when I was just 30 years old.

I’ve been watching our President now for a long time, tell me first not to worry, it’s all going to go away, that it is a hoax, that we will do better than any nation, that we are prepared, that anyone who wants a test will get a test, and they are beautiful… We loved to be entertained when the carnival barker came to town, now he’s here every day, and the only entertainment is that we now are willing to believe the huckster!

There is something about writing a book, something about telling a story, where lies can be woven together with truths so that we are moved toward a higher thought, or enjoy a laugh with each other.  Seems to me tweets are a poor substitute, and only purpose is to enjoy a laugh at each other instead of with each other.

If this virus gave us dysentery, I wonder if all the Kleenex would be off the shelves at the market?

There are 450 channels on TV and nothing to watch… It’s like being at a library and all the books have nothing in them.

You know shaking hands can tell you a lot about a man, now if you see it happen, it can tell you even more about both of them.

I saw a politician go into a hospital without a mask to meet with pandemic patients, doctors and nurses, and shake their hands, my gosh they don’t make them any smarter today than they did when I was young.

Mark Twain (imagined)

The Tower of Babel

The Tower of Babel from Google Arts and Culture:

https://artsandculture.google.com/asset/the-tower-of-babel/hQEuBFxb3ZEcLw?ms=%7B%22x%22%3A0.5%2C%22y%22%3A0.5%2C%22B%22%3A8.511608201912992%2C%22z%22%3A8.511608201912992%2C%22size%22%3A%7B%22width%22%3A1.7643209305133523%2C%22height%22%3A1.2375%7D%7D

The Tower of Babel
Pieter Bruegel the Elder circa 1568

 

The Tower of Babel 

We were tested and we are here
There is nothing more for us to fear 

We will build a monument of fantastic height
To demonstrate our stupendous, glorious might

We will knock on heaven’s misty door
On the seventy-second constructed floor

Beyond the clouds our greatness shown
Beyond the height that birds have flown

Marshaling all our capability, all peoples as one
Working, laboring our way toward the sun

Masons, carpenters, quarrymen, mariners too
Bakers, shepherds, milkmaids, butchers and you

Join in and see the work, see all we can do
See the materials, the cranes the boats too 

We are greater than all that came before
We will rise above, we’ll knock on God’s door 

Until we are no longer great and act as one
As the babel comes up and lays upon

As the words of not one peoples but seventy-two
Makes it impossible to tell each other what to do

We who worked so hard together now fail
Because we don’t know what to call a pail

Our hubris has been rewarded with confusion
With what we cannot see, our tower is brought to ruin

We will think this is our world and we are giants all
Until something brings us down, something small 

A Tower of Babel, a monument to all we are
Is flawed and will never get very far 

Because we will never act as one
Humble people under the sun