Vigilante Horror…

 

Vigilante Horror

Some will praise a vigilante
Some will see him as a hero
Some will oil and load their guns
Some will fail to mourn the death of protesters
Many will view this is just another part of the landscape
But ever more will see this as a horror
More will fear a white supremacy movement
More will question why police ignore an armed 17 year-old
More will mourn the death of protesters

More will see this as a sad corruption of a 17 year-old
More will see this as Trump’s dystopian America
More will pray for peace
Let’s hope for an answer

 

It is necessary to fearlessly face reality, while maintaining hope!

As One Convention Ends and The Next Begins

Last night Joe Biden gave a great speech that demonstrated his ability to be emphatic, to unite, and to restore decency and respect to the Office of the Presidency.   This was culmination of a convention that appropriately demonized, and ridiculed Trump and his administration.  It appropriately showed the diversity of our country and it’s potential, as well as the great challenges ahead for us.   Correctly the Democrats presented the case for voting, voting in numbers that will make it impossible for Trump to claim that the election was fraudulent and thereby stay in power as the votes are counted and recounted for months or maybe longer, followed by court challenges that will suspend our democracy for an unknown timeframe.

My concern is that the American people already understand and know that Trump is not decent, is not truthful and is not traditional in any way we would recognize as a President of the United States… and pointing it out is like so what?   Those that will vote for him already know that… they say things, like I wish he wouldn’t tweet, but I like his policies and actions and they say they are afraid of what the Democrats will do, they fear the tax and spend, and emphasis on the Green Deal, and other demonized progressive policies.   They don’t adequately appreciate the tearing down of institutions that we really need, because the government bureaucracy doesn’t work anyway in their view… the reality is that it does, and it is working despite the constant and unwarranted onslaught from Trump’s administration.    The USPS is a marvelous and trusted institution.  It will resist, as it should, and Congress will not allow for the gutting of our institution of postal service.   It will be difficult but it will be OK and we the people will work around the problems to ensure our votes are presented and counted.

My worry is that although, Joe Biden will certainly be a President for the entire country, as opposed to Donald Trump who is a President for only his supporters… especially those that give him the adulation that a narcissist needs, and craves.   Joe must win.   But to win, Joe Biden and the Democrat’s must then address the concerns that all Americans have with real policies and plans.   What are the specific plans to address the pandemic? What are we going to do to get American’s back to work?  How and when do kids go back to school?  Is our food supply safe?  How will we assure our access to vaccines and pharmaceuticals?   How do we pay for everything?

I have no doubt that the Republicans next week in their convention will present that everything is coming back to normal, ignoring the depth of combined crisis of pandemic spread and death, job losses, economic ruin.   They will mirror the Democrats and  make it about personality and fear mongering that Joe Biden will let our cities burn in protest and rioting, and will increase taxes putting the economic recovery at risk…  Again, they will not have plans and policies to present.  If they did, it would be good, because it would cause the Democrats to respond and maybe, just maybe we could get back to debating and negotiating what a future could look like, and how we get there.

For me character, and intent matters, and I will vote for Joe Biden.  However the Republicans could play a great role yet, by making their convention about policy and plans and drawing a contrast between the two party platforms.  Sadly that won’t happen, and we will not get the benefit of future debates on the things that do matter for Americans.  To do so we would need two decent candidates that could be equally trusted.  Unfortunately we have only one.

 

The Train Called the City of New Orlean

I couldn’t get a song out of my head for several days… I find it nostalgic and haunting, written by Steven Goodman and made famous by Arlo Guthrie, called “The City of New Orleans”… for me it was as if the train was calling on America to think again about who we are and what it all means as we pass our five hundred miles of life.  How we see each other and how we see the world we are leaving for others.   The first verse I left the same, except Mr. Goodman described passing towns with no name, instead of trains as Mr. Guthrie recorded the song.  The second verse is largely my fabricated notion of what a world we are in the afternoon of our lives.  How we see others, how judgmental we can become, and how we should see rather the simple joy of kids that ask the engineer to blow his horn.   The last verse, I changed from “Dealin’ cards with the old men in the club car… Penny a point ain’t no one keepin’ score” to reflect our current form of distraction, our smart phones, and I try to bring into the thought the memory again of being young and the joy of rocking babes to sleep.   As we fade into our evenings of life what are we leaving for our grandsons and granddaughters… our dreams.

Good Morning America, How are you?

Riding on the City of New Orleans
Illinois Central Monday morning rail
Fifteen cars and fifteen restless riders
Three conductors and twenty-five sacks of mail
All along the southbound odyssey
The train pulls out at Kankakee
Rolls along past houses, farms and fields
Passin’ towns that have no names
Freight yards full of old black men
And the graveyards of the rusted automobiles

Good afternoon America, how are you?
Don’t you know me, I’m your native son
I’m the train they call the City of New Orleans
I’ll be gone five hundred miles when the day is done

And where were you
When the City of New Orleans came rumbling by
When all the towns and people seem
To fade into a bad dream
And the steel rails still hadn’t heard the news
A train can have the disappearing railroad blues
Don’t you recognize your native son
Why do you think you have to judge anyone
When they just would like you to listen to what they said
After-all they pledged a sacred allegiance just as you did
And those that came after with desire to be as one
With us in heart, sharing the dream of a native son
Regardless where they came from or where they were born
And the engineer waves and gives a blast of the horn
From his perch sitting way up high on the train
For children in their yards pulling an imaginary chain

Good evening America, how are you?
Don’t you know me, I’m your native son
I’m the train they call the City of New Orleans
I’ll be gone five hundred miles when the day is done

Sitting each with our phones, no one talking anymore
Playing mind numbing games, no one keeping score
Pass the filtered purchased water as world rumbles by
And grandsons of Pullman porters
And the granddaughters of engineers
Ride their father’s magic carpet of diesel and rail
Mother’s with their babes asleep
Rocking to the gentle beat
Dreaming of a peaceful moonlit night and quiet sail 

Good night America, how are you?
Don’t you know me, I’m your native son
I’m the train they call the City of New Orleans
I’ll be gone five hundred miles when the day is done

Reflecting on Fate vs. Choice…

Life Stream

Bobbing in a stream of life
Turbulent in place, calm in others
Believing our choices are ours 
Believing our paths are ours
That those that flow and weave 
Through us and with us are theirs
And our choices
When the Earth was carved in serpentine 
By the millions that came before
And the choices they made or did not
And the rocks we hurdle were smoothed
And made shiny by the blood of millions more
That tore their skin on the jagged challenges
As we are so often asked to contribute
So that we bounce together, and 
Sway from east to west when we must
Thinking it was our own choice to 
See the sunset 
To have a stream of conscious 
To find a quiet ride in the middle
And no longer work at carving the land
Or even to turn and swim upstream
Running into those that follow 
Disrupting and distrusting
Instead of bobbling along
Enjoying the choices made 
By and for us and for each other

Can you feel the darkness…

 

In Plain Sight

Can you feel the darkness in the light
Hiding there, perfectly in plain sight
Blowing against the winds of change
Turbulence past trying to rearrange
To resist the evidentially historical wrong
Do you feel, do you hear its siren song
For it does not go quiet in to the night
It continues, as does darkness in plain sight
For it is part of who we are and always been
For it is dark art that can never be shown again
But it is there as a sure as the sun rises each day
As long as we allow darkness to have its say
In minds distracted, and hearts hollow
With the purpose of those we follow
Giving us our failed-thoughts to believe
So our collective-darkness will never leave

 

 

While Waiting…

 

Waiting

The stench of asphalt on a hot sunny day
The incessant whine of weedwhackers
The distant hum of chillers creating
An artificial universe somewhere, not here
The flies that wander by, certainly
Attracted by the nauseating odor of asphalt
And maybe the sweat on neck of those waiting
For the world to say where to go next
For the world to have an answer to what’s next
For I do not…

When Darkness Comes

Public Health Officials are being threatened with physical harm and being harassed because people believe a pandemic is a hoax, and public health directives impinge on their freedoms, while they rather believe conspiracies promulgated by those who have made public health a political battleground… God help us as a species…

When Darkness Comes

When darkness comes it will not be night
It will be in a world filled with light
It will be a time when many will know truth
When we will need to hear from our youth
And yet enough will never listen and hear
The science, the data, the truth so clear
They will seek the fatalism of conspiracy stories
With their evil intent, and twittering flurries 
As every con artist knows, it’s the elaborate show
Witch doctors, shamans and village priests know
Just weave a story for the ignorant, to keep them sheltered
From evil they contrive, never mind science and truth altered
No, the darkness does not come in the night of fear
It comes when people hear what they want to hear
It comes when anxiety wins out over thought and reason
It comes when data and science is declared to be treason 
Then in a world full of available and abundant light
Darkness will reign along with the anxieties of night

Dad’s 1947 Ford Coupe

Dad loves to tell us stories… last night he reminded us of one of my favorites.  I thought I would share it here, because it demonstrates the ingenuity of an earlier generation…. and it’s a great story.

Dad was an aircraft mechanic.  He specialized in oxygen supply for naval aircraft.   He grew up and lived close to where he was stationed at Grosse Ile Naval Air Station, just south of Detroit.  He used to like to say that he was station on an island 2000 miles from the West Coast!   That was true, but  that island was on the Detroit River!

He bought a 1947 Ford Coupe for $50… it was a simple car, no radio, no heater, just transportation.  It needed an exhaust system, that would have cost $35, and being the mechanic he was, he was not going to pay that price.  So he rigged up an Oxygen supply in the car and had an aircraft respirator in the car so he could drive it without  being asphyxiated when it was cold, thus allowing him to keep the windows up.


One early morning, long before dawn he was driving to the naval air station and crossing the bridge to Grosse Ile, the latch for the hood of the car released and the hood flew up and hit the top of the car, thus blocking his view and bending in the middle.  He stopped and tried to get the hood down but was unable.  Fearing being rear-ended on a foggy dark morning, he drove across the bridge with his head out the window.  Pulling over he climbed on top and managed to get the hood down and latched, all though with a crease in the mangled hood.   At the naval air station he got a heavy hammer and did his best to hammer the hood into place and make it look something like normal.  But the real ingenuity was yet to come.

Deciding that he no longer wanted to deal with this problem of a car, he decided to sell it.  As it was the day new recruits were arriving.   He decided to create one hundred one-dollar chances, and raffle the car off.  Guys were thrilled for a chance to win a car for a $1, some bought 3 tickets, some 5, but he sold all 100 tickets.   Dad was delighted to rid himself of the car and pocketed $100 for his $50 Ford Coupe.  The guy who won the car, was thrilled to get a car for a $1 ticket, complete with its own Naval Air Oxygen System.

Entropy…

 

Entropy

The irreversible slide into chaos
Order to disorder, all things decay
Unless new energy is added
Improvements are made
We are not immune to poor maintenance
We are not immune to poor stewardship
Someone asked yesterday…
     why is the world falling apart?
While denying the entropy of their own heart
Ignoring the evidence of decline
Denying the existence of malevolence
Because they hear him speak
In a language that resonates with their own heart
The vibrations set in place
Like crystals that fracture along fault lines
Established in childhood, and never questioned
Because it is what has made them feel safe
It is what has made them feel special
But no one escapes entropy

 

Tree Song…

Tree Song

The trees sing with the wind and seasons
With their song and for their own reasons
The sunlight filters as a reflection of notes
Treble in the manner that the leaves denotes
The shadows are the base, the cool base
Where creatures find their  hiding place
And scurry with purpose if they show
To where, only they would know
And butterflies flash their colors in brief visits
As they flit in the sun as hopeless romantics
And the deer in the shadows watch warily
As we stroll our path, blithely and merrily 

*** did you see the deer?

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